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~zheregon

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concerning christianity.Ok. Let me make something clear. I don't mean to offend anyone in this, and I'm not pointing fingers, and I realize that I myself deserve to have fingers pointed at me for similar issues. (Plank in the eye all over again, you know.) But I just needed to get this off of my back, off of my heart, and into words. It's been weighing on me. And I need to get myself, well, un-weighed.
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Journal Entry: Mon May 5, 2008, 12:11 AM

Mood: Zest
Listening to: tegan & sara.
Reading: dracula - just finished.
Eating: oreos.
Drinking: warm water in a mug.

^{[8 facts about myself -- tagged by ~kittywhiskas]

[1.] I've been finding myself in each passing day. It's a bit like resurfacing. Or being born. I went to a concert - Starfield, heard of them? - and somehow, in the craze and confusion of the mosh pit, of the jostling bodies moving as one, jumping, jumping, jumping for [literal] joy, all for God, I think I experienced a moment of waking. The lyrics, which I'd never really listened to in detail before, somehow seemed to really resound. It was a bit like finding my heartbeat, all over again. I think, and I pray, that God is slowly but surely pulling me out of this sinkhole of monotony that's been going on. There was no dramatic falling on my knees or blinding flash of light, but an awareness that grew as I sang my throat and lungs and heart raw.

[2.] I've realized how much I appreciate my true friends-- the ones that get me, understand me, accept me and love me despite my many flaws. The ones with who I could talk to forever and not get sick of. You may never read this, but this is to you: thank you. You are a God-given gift.

[3.] I may be becoming a coconut-tea addict.

[4.] The joy can be found in the little things. These 3-year-olds that teach me, their teacher, so much every other Sunday, in their joy and their incredible faith. One Sunday, I had one little boy, a solid dynamo by the name of Liam (wispy blonde hair, a rotund belly, and these huge, profound eyes), say innocently to me "I think I know what God looks like. I think He looks a little like you." The fact that this little boy saw God in me floored me so completely, I just gaped at him for a moment, perhaps causing him to doubt the sanity of his sunday school teacher (which is, by the way, already in question by many... ). That joy can be found at the aforementioned concert, in the midst of flying hair and BO. That it can be found in the return of sunshine, or watching the mannerisms (creeperish though this sounds) of people on the bus.

[5.] Procrastination, though horrific for my schoolwork (1.00 am and possibly doomed for my french project), can do wonders for my philosophical, creative, rambling side. Exhibit A.

[6.] I'm planning a trip with my wonderful friends to Europe in 2011, and I need to work up a fair sum by then. SO, I'm planning on piano teaching, busking, and selling some art. Long live the bohemian.

[7.] Just recently, a Tim Horton's ice cap tried to make me sick, with huge succes. Strangely enough, this hasn't really put a damper on my newly rediscovered enthusiasm. Perhaps it was a ploy to get me down again. Well. IT DIDN'T WORK. Haaa. It is with much, well, zest, that I can put this bouncing green smiley as my mood. Really, it's quite satisfying.

[8.] I am horribly behind on watching people (I have 539 deviations at the mo). Don't hold it against me. There's been wackloads of stuff going on. I'll catch up, I promise! Sorry, guys.

(So.. I think I turned this 8 facts thing more into 8 moments / realizations. Wooh for loopholes.)

Blessings and love.
Z.}

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You want it, you ask. I won't bite your head off. I'll eat it slowly and tastefully... nah, kidding.

Current Residence: Calgary, Canada. (Nope, no igloo.)
Interests: Jesus | musik | epiphanies | artjunkiefying | coffee & imsomnia | truth and beauty bombs
Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings. Garden State. James & The Giant Peach. Across the Universe.
Favourite band or musician: Muse, Death Cab for Cutie.
Favourite genre of music: [rockability] +INDIE, alt, punk, folk, reggae
Favourite artist: the One who paints the sunrises and butterfly's wings. Now that's talent.
Favourite poet or writer: Shakespeare. Frost, too.
Personal Quote: I am an exploding poem.
Tools of the Trade: hands, eyes, soul, raw emotion.

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~zheregon

3 days 17 hours ago

Mmmmmmmm.

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~fusiion403

4 days 18 hours ago

YES, COFFEE! lol

~zheregon

May 4, 2008, 11:42:16 PM

GUTEN TAG, DEAR SANA.
How goes the world?

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~zheregon

May 4, 2008, 11:41:55 PM

OH NUUUU.

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~cupcakesvintage

May 3, 2008, 8:29:24 PM Mood: Love

HELLO CELINE.

~kittywhiskas

Apr 27, 2008, 5:12:38 PM

Sheer Madness! hehe

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"When in doubt it's... FDR!!"

"Life is like a bucket of woodshavings... unless they're in a pail... then it's like a pail of wood shavings..."

~zheregon

Apr 27, 2008, 3:55:30 PM

Uh ohh. What is this madness? Haha. Ok, I'll take a look...

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~kittywhiskas

Apr 25, 2008, 7:35:01 PM

You've been tagged!

Check out my journal

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"When in doubt it's... FDR!!"

"Life is like a bucket of woodshavings... unless they're in a pail... then it's like a pail of wood shavings..."

~zheregon

Apr 21, 2008, 8:06:56 PM

Ah, don't worry about it! I'm glad you read it.

You're very very welcome.

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~zheregon

Apr 21, 2008, 8:06:16 PM

.....
POLICE!

Just kidding. Glad you found me, Mr. Ice Cream.

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~heartcoreInc

Apr 18, 2008, 12:22:17 PM

aah! omg. I read your comment only a few minutes ago. I'm so sorry! You're so nice.. You can't imagine but it means a lot to me that someone is feeling with me.. thank you SO much for these supporting words!!!

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Glaubst du an Wunder, die passiern?
Glaubst du an Zeichen, die geschickt werden?
Glaubst du an Engel, die erscheinen?
Glaubst an das LEBEN, das dich l i e b t ?

~Jery

Apr 16, 2008, 10:47:20 PM

I know where you go to school and I know your second period class.

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If you can read this, you are not looking there --> [link]

~zheregon

Apr 9, 2008, 10:18:39 AM

I think your developing style has a lot of potential and bucketloads of talent. :] You should definately keep going.

Hm.. perhaps I shall add you.

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~grumpysatyr

Apr 8, 2008, 10:54:38 PM

i am really glad you like my work. i only recently started to fiddle around with my 35mm camera.

~zheregon

Apr 8, 2008, 9:09:38 PM

Mmm, the call of the camera, yes, I do know. Is it a manual SLR, and you scanned the photos in?

Why, thank you. That's very kind of you.

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~grumpysatyr

Apr 7, 2008, 9:00:52 PM

ok my last response was lame so yeah, most of my pictures originally were for class but then i decided that i really like my old camera. i also love what you do.

~zheregon

Apr 7, 2008, 8:56:38 PM

No problemo, mate.

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~zheregon

Apr 7, 2008, 8:56:24 PM

Gyaha.

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~grumpysatyr

Apr 7, 2008, 8:51:56 PM

thanks for the fave!

~kittywhiskas

Apr 7, 2008, 7:22:10 PM

XD I like the way you talk! Shveet!

haha, thankx

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"When in doubt it's... FDR!!"

"Life is like a bucket of woodshavings... unless they're in a pail... then it's like a pail of wood shavings..."

~zheregon

Apr 7, 2008, 7:06:57 PM

Shveet.

I'll be watching you too... :brings out stalker goggles:

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~kittywhiskas

Apr 7, 2008, 5:38:51 AM

Thanks for the fav!

and I'm watchin you

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"When in doubt it's... FDR!!"

"Life is like a bucket of woodshavings... unless they're in a pail... then it's like a pail of wood shavings..."

~zheregon

Apr 6, 2008, 8:53:52 PM

Well, I'm glad to have made you :w o w:, although I'm not sure why you feel unworthy of such attention. You have an eye and a heart for the art that you do. Don't take it (---and your gifts) for granted.

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~zheregon

Apr 6, 2008, 8:52:30 PM

Of course, m'dear. = )
It was a lovely photo.

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^{i'm addicted ;; i'm needy ;; i'm lost -- without You.}

~SunkHeart

Apr 5, 2008, 11:55:53 PM

wow, I was like "wow" some minutes ago when I saw my message box.. what do people say in such cases, thank you very (very)² much..?

I seriously feel flattered and unworthy that you wasted your time commenting and faving my nothing-special gallery.......

thanks..

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✿ _{Miréla K.}

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